I came back to this blog today because it's the day before what should be Robert's 26th birthday. It's a day we always assumed we would be celebrating. When Robert was born we, like all new parents, felt that our new baby was the most special and beautiful new baby in the nursery (in the world) and we soaked in every special and every ordinary moment. We revelled in all the smallest details, how much he weighed, how long he was, the exact moment of his birth, the beauty of th